Yeah, I fucked up for telling people about my life SMH. This is why it’s better to keep everything private so no one get into your business!! When they hear about how you’re doing so well, people become not so happy about everything and that’s sad. I get no love & support at all.
kinda cool to think how someone somewhere is having the best day of their life today. someone’s hearing “i love you” for the first time today. someone’s gonna meet the love of their life today. someone’s gonna get the job of their dreams today. it’s someone’s best day today. and guess what binch? tomorrow it could be ur best day so keep going
The fact that I still care for you, even though, you’ve done me so wrong. I know everything was nothing because you obviously did that for yourself, to be happy and no one else was going to do that for you. YOU basically used me and I’m so stupid for not knowing that. People told me to be careful or to even stop talking to you but guess what, I still went for it and took the risk. I’m honestly so tired of getting hurt or fucked over (I’m used to this) so what’s new?. If you never meant to do that, why not say something? Tell me how you really feel or what EXACTLY do you want? Not when you ignore me and expect me to think everything is okay. If you didn’t want me to think that you only talk/need me whenever it is convenient for you, then tell me. I don’t care if hurts my feelings because like I said, I’m used to this. There’s nothing new about my life but get hurt and giving more love & attention to the people I care about. It sucks since we talked for 8-9 months (crazy right?) then out of no where it just ended like a snap. Nothing was able to talk about, we left everything unanswered. The worse part is i’m traveling around the world and I still pray for you for everything, BUT DAMN, I got a huge heart and no one notices that. I’m just gonna laugh at what happened at the beginning of this year bc ya girl been through a lot not only about “THE GUY” but in life, school, in general. Honestly, what can I do now right? I have these last few weeks of studying abroad so It’s time to make things right! More focus on myself, school and most importantly, MY HAPPINESS, self love & care. Gotta protect my happiness!! Gotta finish strong!!! & one last thing, FUCK BOISSSS LOL
